So, as I said in the earlier post, my life is getting better. Hemm, however, I do feel like I'm losing my friends ... Maybe it was because I'm lazy to get my mom's permission everytime I wanna go out with my friends. It has been a long time since the last outing I went with my friends. Sometimes when I have time, they can't make it. So... yeah.
Since it has been too long, I don't even bother anymore. So I tried to get my mom's permission to go to Fraser Hill with Ana. But then, she doesn't seems like she let me to go. I donno what to do, I used to beg her like crayyzeehhh when she didn't let me to go somewhere with my friends. HEM
& this situation kind of making me feel like I'm losing my friends. But, I should have faith, the bestfriend will stay. I made up my mind, I should really wait for my mom's AGM to finish, after that like always, family vacation. Erghhh. Sounds good but not that good. Because, we can't really go that far... I mean.. you know.. My parents are busy with their work, I understand that. My dad cannot take a leave.. for a long holiday. & my mom don't like to be exhausted.
The more I think the more I tend to understand that, it shouldn't be so bad.
To lose my friend because of my mom...
To not really enjoy my holiday because of mom..
Because my paradise lies on her feet, so that's something worth to do. I do believe that I can enjoy this holiday without hanging out with the friends and what so ever. We can enjoy it at home, without spending money, with the family... =)
Sounds good and not troubling at all. Praying hard that everything will be okay. I should learn to be more grateful... Alhamdulillah for everything.
& this feeling inside me right now is tempting. Chehhh. I hope Allah will make my tomorrow better than today.
oooooooooo, I forgot something. Before I stop typing, I would like to remind you guys about the Arafah's day, it's TOMORROW. Do fasting!
Wahhh, it feels so great to get paid by my hardwork for the final exam. Allah is the greatest! <3
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