Come on self!

Dear self,

Please don't break down.. You have been through a lot, you keep it alone. Nobody knows the truth except Allah. & now you gonna let it happen again?

NO! Please be strong! STANDING STILL! You don't need to be loved or liked by everyone. All you need to do is love yourself. Obviously you still don't know how to love yourself, because you let it happen again. For the 50 f*ckin times!~

- to every girls out there
You might think that you're the saddest girl, the most miserable. Believe me, I've been through a lot. Some of you guys even feel like THIS IS THE END OF THE WORLD. Yet? THIS LIFE JUST BEGIN! We're still young! Don't you break downnn. Because... I've been through a lot, like LOADSSSSS, I tend to keep it to my own self. I never even write it out. Allah has been watching me. He is the only one who knew what I have been through. I thought I would die, because it feels so cold, everything seems dark.. until that dayyy, I realise that MY WORLD STOP, butttt... time never stop. It's ticking, it never cares whether there's Tsunami, Earthquake, it will still ticking. I wanna be like time, ticking... and will keep ticking.

Trust me, I've been through a lot.... & this is why I never let anyone who judge me break me down. They don't know me, but then.. they do care. I will never give up, NEVER! You can do it too girlfriendss. Some of you are just so frustrated. When I think about those hardship I've been through, I will laugh! The truth is, I'm crying inside. The more it hurts, the more I laugh, the more I smile, the more I learn & the more I need Allah.