Monday, March 14, 2011

Astaghfirullah. =(

I don't know what have happened to me lately. This is why I love school. It keeps me close to ilmu. I need ilmu to keep me close to Allah.

I've finished all the 9 papers. Alhamdulillah. I was so lucky, selalu murah rezeki. SELALU. I know all that I have right here, right now are from Allah. He can take it back whenever, wherever He wants to. I was tested & I don't have that strength, I lost it. Why??? Because someone called me Ustazah ironically. & that person has succesfully made me down & I felt like I want to prove something that would make him stop all this shit which I shouldn't.

I used to care... But not anymore.. I don't care about others. All I care is me & my day after. I don't want to be normal, I want to be EXTRA ORDINARY. I have big dreams, they said I am a dreamer. I used to careI'm just 16 but I dream a lot, well, I believe I can fly~ =)

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