Sunday, March 20, 2011

Trying to deal with it

I felt so happy last 2 weeks. SO HAPPY! Like extremely happy. & it's because of someone. Too bad, when I'm happy, I forgot to praise ALLAH like always.

& now, I think Allah make it a lil bit harder for me, HE gave me this urge to ONLINE my facebook & POP! I fell over the edge, & now I don't have anybody to be held on, I know I only have ALLAH to keep holding on to.

I don't know why I've done that, STUPID! I hate facebook SO MUCH, but still why the hell I've done that?! SATAN! This must be SATAN. I heard that facebook will be closed for like 1000000 times, but still, tak tutup pun! Err, I hate facebook! I really hope that facebook will be closed for real, like NOW! Why? Because it give me this NEGATIVE megnatism.

& screw myself, I lost IT, what kind of IT? It's my secret! REDHA JELAH~

Err, I think I've been over the limit, DRAMA much? WHEN IN FACT ALL FOCUS SHOULD BE ON MYSELF.

Is Allah satisfy with me? I need His love more than I need oxygen!

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