Now and Then.

I think we're okay right now, I know you felt the same way I felt about you. But I think what I did was... I donno, maybe I expect more from you. Please remember, I won't let anyone be the reason for me to fail. But still, too perfect it hurts. Blahhh, I'm too young to worry. Just study and study and study. That's all I have to do. Exam in less than a month. Have to revise a lot of topics. I'm so scared, I can't handle failure. I am that kind of person, who cry when they didn't get A. I think last year's 3 Cekal had enough. Everytime there's a test, everytime I failed to get A, I cried.

When it comes to other problem, I won't cry. Because... I donno, I don't give a damn. They called me heartless, actually I'm emotional-less? HAHA. Okay, enough of my heartless story. So today was fun! But a lot of my friends had to deal with problems. I'm just so lucky, or I just don't give a hood. I told Farah that, friends not important, your ambition is much more important. I think I've hurt her by saying that, because she's one of my friend. Yet, it's true, between ambition and friends, please choose ambition. As a good friend, I want you to persue your ambition instead of me. =)

. . . people with their way of thinking. Seriously, I never forget all of the things that happened to me. Those who hurts me, I never forget. Never! But, I always said "Forgive, forget, smile". Always! So yeahhh, I will act like I've forgot everything. It's just an act, please know that I'm still a human, I'm not heartless like what you guys think. I always been the one who with the 'hard face', yet, I'm still a girl with sensitivity. Hurt me! Hurt me 1000 times! I'll still forgive you! But.... I will only keep you 5% from the portion of my life. 5% ! Because.... in case you die, and there's no one who wants to organize your dead body. I will be the one! LOL. Why so serious?

Time to say goodbye, to all the sorrow life. 2011 is being so kind! I'm greatful, Alhamdulillah then. & 2010 have been a great teacher who taught me about life. . . Life? What about life? Hemm, one of the thing that I learned about life is, it's too short. Too short, shorter than most have thought. & I'll be going to sleep, praying hard, hoping that there is still TOMORROW for me & my beloved family. Amin.