Selasa yang Selesa

Assalamualaikum,

Today, early in the morning, I've dropped tears, why? Sebab lagu AWAN NANO keluar dekat radio. =D haha. I really love my mother, this song remind me of her, even at the time I was in the car WITH my mom. She's the one who willingly let the doctor cut her tummy to ensure that I can get out from that the womb safely. In other words, gave birth. She's the only person that can hurt me easily even with one word. & crying because of her is really worth it! Because I know, she loves me so much.

Last time, I cried because she said something that hurt me. I have ego, so sometimes I just ignored her, but then she hold my hand & gave me this most beautiful feeling. & it feels like heaven. Heaven, lies on mom's feet, I felt like pushing myself into her feet! haha.

But, as a daughter, I failed. I failed to be a good daughter. I'm trying, but sometimes ... InsyaAllah I will, I know my mom always pray for me to be a good daughter. She's one of the reason I studied hard. But I think it's not hard enough. I can't really show my mom that I love her, a hug doesn't really work. So I thought, having good result for exam works. It works, but only for few days. Now I know, all she wanted is, for me to be a good daughter. She always told me, that as long as she lives, pintu syurga masih terbuka. & I think, she's trying to say that I'm not a good daughter. Most of all, I love my mom. The only person that I trust in this world besides my father. She is my AWAN NANO! haha. <33333

Anyway, alhamdulillah. School was so cool today! It's Minggu Koperasi! For Physics, yeay! Finally we finished Chapter 2. Chapter 2 was hard! ... to me. & everything was going fine. So fine, there's something about today, something good! But, I don't know why.

So, Abah fetched me. Before I reached home, singgah sebentar di stall apam balik.
Me: Assalamualaikum
Pakcik Apam Balik: Nak berapa?
Me: Bagi dua.
Pakcik AB: Tingkatan berapa?
Me: 4 dah, lagi setahun habislah sekolah.
Pakcik Apam Balik gave me the apam baliks.
Me: Berapa pakcik?
Pakcik AB: Toksah bayar. Ambik jee.
Me: Berapaa?
Pakcik AB: Amik amik amik!
Me: Terima kasih!

So, this always happened to me. Because most of peniaga in that area baik & pemurah. Sebenarnya nak majukan bisnes orang melayu! Biasa setiap kali sampai rumah, singgah beli, tapi tukar-tukar stall. Tapi kalau dah selalu dapat free, tak membantu pula. emm. But! I found that, when I didn't give salam, they didn't give me free kuih! haha Just realised that today. May Allah bless them & their family. & all the muslims. =)

Konklusinya, hari ini hari SELASA YANG SELESA. Bye Assalamualaikum.