Pertandingan Hafaz Quran ... Musician??

Assalamualaikum.

Menghafazzzzz. Ya Allah, please make it easy for me to memorize your holy Quran verses.

So today, we 4 Maju & Ikhlas got P.Islam lesson. Before this, I've asked Ustazah Hos about something. & I think she understood what I'm trying to say even though I didn't really speak.

Ustazah called me, for hafazan... & she said something...

Alhamdulillah! I hope Ustazah can help me with memorizing Quran verses. Finally found my hoja. =)

Harapan: Dapat ikut jejak langkah CTT *tahfiz =))

At night, my family and I went to Subang Parade. So we got some conversation on our way to Subang Parade. The conversation is about my ambition. I'm still confuse about what I wanna be in the future.. I asked my mom, what did she see in me... I mean, how she sees me in the future...

Suddenly she said ... "Mama rasa Dhirah jadi musician.." Out of no where, my tears dropped. Never in my life! I've never thought about being a musician in a group of ochestra. NO!!! If that is really what people see in me.... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I don't want! Not a singer, not a musician, not a dancer, not an actor, not a model, nooooooo.

When there was only my mom and me, I talked to my mom...

Me : Dhirah taknak jadi musician!
Mama : Mama cuma cakap je... jadilah musici..
Me : Jangan! Kata-kata ibu tu doa.

Hemmm. I was so happy at first... but my mood has been spoiled ... because of ... EMM. I mean, there's nothing wrong about being a singer, you can go for nashid, but.... I'm not a man. Anyway, I love Sami Yusuf's musics. =))) HEEEEEE

This is all .... I miss CTT... okay, don't! Zina hati nama dia. ZzZzZz