What is wrong with me?

I really really really have to stop onlining FB. Exam is getting closer, while I'm still here in front of this lap top doing nothing. Ya Allah, I lost my consistency in studying. Ya Allah. I donno what is wrong with me nowadays. May Allah helps me for He is the most compassion. Ya Allah, I really really have changed.... & it was in a bad way.

WHAT IS THIS!

I am so going to change. Please do pray for me. I really need Allah's protection from the satan. For I am weak.. I lost my goal, & the worst thing is, like I said... I lost my consistency.

Hilang istiqamah kerana tiada ikhlas. Ikhlas means purify. & I can't see myself purifying.

May Allah forgive me for the lack of sincerity when I said 'Allah please forgive me'.

Allah has gave me this nikmah, but... I forgot. Sometimes, musibah is nikmah, & sometimes what you thought nikmah is musibah. Wallahualam.

I love you Allah, I am far from you, but You are always so close. I take advantage of Your loves. Thank you for making me realise that I didn't remember You like I did when I want something.

Please Allah, guide me, always... now & forever. There's nothing to fear as long as we follow His guidance.

It is true, when the time gets hard, there's no way to turn.... & He promised He will always be there. I know, sounds like a lyric from Maher Zain's song, but it is TRUE. Bye Assalamualaikum