Losing Ourselves

In this world, you will never truly be happy. No matter what Allah swt gives you, you will never be content.
THIS PLACE IS DESIGN TO BREAK YOUR HEART, IF YOUR LOOKING TO BE HAPPY IN DUNYA, YOU ARE LOOKING ON THE WRONG PLACE.

I donno why. I say things that I don't mean and being denial. For what reasons.. I don't know. Me myself, I'm trying to find out what is wrong with myself. At the same time, I know only Allah can help me. This is something that is really out of my power.

Patience in calamity. Something that I preached to others, but when it happened to me? Indeed Allah hate those who say things that they didn't do. Talking is so much easier. To walk the talk is..

Slowly.

I tossed and turned.

I know yet I just..

We tend to lose ourselves because we put our trust and hopes in human being. We forget about the power of Allah. Yet we don't want to admit.

We started to listen to music; If you think music can sooth you? I find it not helping at all. Music is poisonous. Comparing the differences of how I felt when I didn't listen to music and when I listen to music, the result is I am much happier without music. Shaytan always there, so be careful.

Our Prophets saw, was tested with many tribulations. He's gone through many hardship. & the best depression and cure to all this is by REMEMBERING ALLAH. This is what we need to know, going through hardship is not some kind of punishment from Allah, yet HE IS CALLING YOU.

I was so lost, I met my Ustaz yesterday. He told me something that I can relate directly with my situations. Don't you think its a sign that Allah is the most merciful? He gives you trial, and gives you solutions to it. It's you, who are being zolim to yourself.

Glad tiding to those who patient, when Allah test them they say 'Indeed from Allah all things came, and to Allah all things return.'

Sincerely... we are in nikmah and we have to see it.

Sorry to everyone that I've hurt for not being able to control myself, lost my temper and ... so many wrongdoing.

Hope this post benefits you. If not, I'm truly sorry to waste your time.