April and Me

Assalamualaikum dear sisters and brothers.

Marhaban ya April. Emm?

So I've decided that I will read and write in English for this month. Just to practice my english. I found myself to get worst day by day for my english. Based on my Intervensi result and how I am not able to write and speak in English like I used to do. Not that I used to speak fluently in english, but better than today.

Anyway, April has been a busy month even though it is only the starting. Last week, I was involved with Perbahasan for Language Week. It was really a tiring week, we also had some drama going on during the brainstorm session. I really am not good in cooperating with boys. However, in the end, we got the second place for this debate competition. Alhamdulillah, because the effort that we put for this competition was so little. Allah wanted to tell me something.

Another big event, finally Majlis Tadarus Al Quran Sekolah-Sekolah has passed. It was such a relieve. I really need to strengthen my hafazan. InsyaAllah, will memorize the whole Quran. Amin

I found myself kind of lazy for this month. I felt so far away from Allah. I've done something... something I didn't realize. All I know is that I need to repent and make a reality check on my senior life. It is really painful to say this, but... I think I forgot that I am a khalifah on this earth. May Allah forgive me. Pray for my success. Duniawi and ukhrawi.

Jazakumullahukhairankhatira.